f### it! i’m not gonna goto work morrow. whats the worse that can happen?

what’s the worse that they can do?

i just simply cannot, just cannot handle this pressure anymore thats it… i’m gonna bloody have a nervous breakdown one day man! what the hell does the world want?

why can’t i just simply figure this out!

i have an appointment tomorrow at 7.30 am with the car mechanic to give my car for the rta blue-slip inspection. but honestly… i dont want anything. i dont care what i have to lose… feels like there’s nothing more to lose… i just dont want anything in life… i dont want this life…

yes… i DONT want this life!!! i blatently admit… my life sucks… and i am not happy. they say happiness comes in small doses. its a chocolate chip cookie or a 5 second orgasm thats it!!! i dont want any form of happiness… i just dont want anything… nothing!

just the void. the nothingness. the carefree solitude. no emotion. no feeling. just the void!