f### it! i’m not gonna goto work morrow. whats the worse that can happen?
what’s the worse that they can do?
i just simply cannot, just cannot handle this pressure anymore thats it… i’m gonna bloody have a nervous breakdown one day man! what the hell does the world want?
why can’t i just simply figure this out!
i have an appointment tomorrow at 7.30 am with the car mechanic to give my car for the rta blue-slip inspection. but honestly… i dont want anything. i dont care what i have to lose… feels like there’s nothing more to lose… i just dont want anything in life… i dont want this life…
yes… i DONT want this life!!! i blatently admit… my life sucks… and i am not happy. they say happiness comes in small doses. its a chocolate chip cookie or a 5 second orgasm thats it!!! i dont want any form of happiness… i just dont want anything… nothing!
just the void. the nothingness. the carefree solitude. no emotion. no feeling. just the void!
I know you are not getting the much needed break bro, but take it easy. I very well know what your situation is, lekin you cant hate life in this rough patch. I’m sure it’ll all be okay soon.
Re your car, dont delay it bro, get it done and try and sort one problem at a time, and i’m sure you’ll slide through everything easily.
I know its easier said than done, lekin when you know it cant get worse than this, why not try and solve it and clear up the mess.
I’m sure God has something really nice in store for you, which you might realise later.
Dont think negative, and Cheer Up :-)
I agree with Monty :)