Archive for May, 2004

chahe jo tumhe pure dil se, milta hai woh mushkil se
aisa jo koi kahin hai, bas wohi sab se haseen hai

us haath ko, tum thaam lo
woh mehrbaan, kal ho na ho

just listening to this song :) it’s quite pleasant and subtle, come to think of it now.

hopefully a good day to come tomorrow… the irony is, i’m quite excited in hope for looking forward for tomorrow, that i’m not getting any sleep lolz :P

and to top that, i’m bloody having “v”, the energy drink… heheh… gonna be buzzing all night lolz :P

so… who’s counting?

or will it be just another night? enthuse me people!

gimme a number!

f### it! i’m not gonna goto work morrow. whats the worse that can happen?

what’s the worse that they can do?

i just simply cannot, just cannot handle this pressure anymore thats it… i’m gonna bloody have a nervous breakdown one day man! what the hell does the world want?

why can’t i just simply figure this out!

i have an appointment tomorrow at 7.30 am with the car mechanic to give my car for the rta blue-slip inspection. but honestly… i dont want anything. i dont care what i have to lose… feels like there’s nothing more to lose… i just dont want anything in life… i dont want this life…

yes… i DONT want this life!!! i blatently admit… my life sucks… and i am not happy. they say happiness comes in small doses. its a chocolate chip cookie or a 5 second orgasm thats it!!! i dont want any form of happiness… i just dont want anything… nothing!

just the void. the nothingness. the carefree solitude. no emotion. no feeling. just the void!