its a game that i can’t play – not today

i’ve been staring at this post screen since the past few minutes wondering what to write :roll:

nothing comes to my head, and yet a zillion things pass on by.

well, for a change ::drum roll:: i’ll refrain from the bad…

i guess the next month (july) is gonna be a good one. well a lot of my old friends are visiting sydney! finally something i’ve been craving for, to spend time with friends who i actually grew up with, and who i’m really close to!

i was speaking to rishi the other day and he goes like, “areey devesh, i’ve got 3 good news to give you”

me: ky hua
rishi: mummy-papa are here (his folks)
me: what?! kaise? kab aaye?
rishi: areey bas they just landed yesterday, called me from the airport saying come and pick us up hehe
me: wow! surprise eh?
rishi: yeah man… feels so good! itne saal baad, i was just cribbing that since i’ve been here, no one from my family has ever come down… and now they give me a surprise. i was so thrilled!
me: areey..where are they, i wanna talk to them.
rishi: areey they’ve gone out for a walk. i’ll give you a call tomorrow and get you to speak to them.
me: cool :)
rishi: ok, 2nd good news!
me: {waiting}
rishi: guess who else is here?
me: who else? :shock: who?????
rishi: shainda!!! (our old college friend from back home. she now works with emirates and lives in yemen)
me: what??????????????????? :shock: god!!!! i haven’t seen her since 6 years now!
rishi: ok chill bro…can you take the 3rd good news?
me: honestly, no hehehe!
rishi: well, this i have to tell you. all of us are coming to sydney in july!
me: yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!
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before that, spoke to rits, he also mentioned he may come to sydney for the aussie bloggers meet :P

but but but!!!!!

despite of all this, there’s something missing. something big. something that makes you feel complete. something that just makes you want to enjoy being happy.

i can’t seem to put my finger on to it.

aah well!

here’s what i’ve been listening to since a while now.

posting this song reminds me of iris

it felt so good when she replied to my post where i had posted metallica’s hero of the day, saying that even she loves that song.

something tells me, she’ll like this too :)

natalie imbruglia – left of the middle: listen to this song here
(you need real player for this)

end of the third round
as i put the phone down
chasing the same lines
over the old ground
i’m pushing zero
where is my hero
he’s out there somewhere
left of the middle

i need to tell you
trying to get it through
it’s not always easy
left of the middle