3rd attempt

its 5 am! i’m looking out of my window into the darkness of the hope of dawn through yesterday’s eyes!

i’ve had a tiring day, almost as exhaustive when the last time i worked for 17 hrs straight. was at work, a day full of meetings and brainstorming since 8am, desperately waiting for the clock to strike close to 6pm so i can go home and relax and catch up with sleep, only to come to know that i have to attend this business partner conference which would go on till 10.30 at least followed up a closing networking event.

i was out of my head. i just wanted to go home. relax.

but guess that wasn’t meant to be.

and now i realised, that all my posts in this blog has just been full of negative energy, that someone, who’s all set in life, even ever stumbles upon my blog, will be transformed, satanically!

so, i’m going to make my 3rd attempt towards quitting bloggin!

thank you everyone, who’s commented, wished well.

god bless! (reading this statement again, makes my sarcastically laugh at the atheist nature i’ve adapted!)

for all those people who come to my blog and find a music post, i’d like to make just one request. this time, don’t walk away and ignore this song. this is so very close to what i feel right now. as they say, a picture depicts a thousand words. for me, a song does even more!

so please. i urge you to read this, preferably listen while you read!

queen – too much love will kill you : listen to this song here
(you need real player for this)

I’m just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
I’m far away from home
And I’ve been facing this alone
For much too long
I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
In my tangled state of mind
I’ve been looking back to find
Where I went wrong

Too much love will kill you
If you can’t make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
You’re headed for disaster
‘cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you
Every time

I’m just the shadow of the man I used to be
And it seems like there’s no way out of this for me
I used to bring you sunshine
Now all I ever do is bring you down
How would it be if you were standing in my shoes
Can’t you see that it’s impossible to choose
No there’s no making sense of it
Every way I go I’m bound to lose

Too much love will kill you
Just as sure as none at all
It’ll drain the power that’s in you
Make you plead and scream and crawl
And the pain will make you crazy
You’re the victim of your crime
Too much love will kill you
Every time

Too much love will kill you
It’ll make your life a lie
Yes, too much love will kill you
And you won’t understand why
You’d give your life, you’d sell your soul
But here it comes again
Too much love will kill you
In the end…
In the end.