Archive for July, 2004

what a lifeless life!

people crave for immortality! and the search for the elixer of life is so in motion in the cult masses!

but i wonder, why would one want to be immortal when life is so lifeless.

agreed that i’m looking at it from the point where i stand in life today, and maybe i never say this tomorrow.

but imagine if you were immortal. and you were going through exactly something what i’m going through right now… the depression of being alive.

now knowing the fact that your immortal, tell me, will this moment not hurt more ?

the world encompasses so many treasures. i was reading something the other day, and the character in the book was so full of the zest in life, and she talked about how there are so many things to learn everyday, so many new people to meet everyday, every moment in your life. and she enthusiastically proclaims that how can one ever have the time to feel depressed where there’s so much that life has to offer.

now i strongly believe that it’s the current state of mind that reflect your attitude and your perspective.

yes, of courses there’s always a threshold, a border line to cross over. but what if you are not aware of crossing over? what if when you wake up one day and realise that you crossed over ages ago?

then you try and retrace your path. back to indentify when and where. you think, just maybe, only if i can find out when i did cross over, i may find the portal through time when i crossed over, and if i do, it’ll make it easier to walk back and get back

but then, the time it takes, to carefully tread over the spilled milk, backwards, spans another threshold! this time, the line from sanity… to insanity!