the pace is slower than a snails’
ritesh is leaving too
had gagan and his girlfriend over. in 20 mins i was like oh god i need to be alone!
its almost 4am now, and i am still up.
cumulatively it feels heavier.
i’m really, truely amazed at myself. i never thought i could hold on for so long.
but then when i sat and thought back, i realised… i’m beyond it. i’ve been holding on for so long that i’ve grown so distant from life as the world knows it.
seriously, only someone who feels like me can relate to what i have to say… no one else can!
having no aspirations, no motivation, no reason, nothing!
even the biggest reason seems the most irrelevant…
OH GOD! WHEN WILL THIS LIFE END?




Bumped into Riteshs site while surfing google for desi torrents and from there jumped to yours. seems you guys in Australia. Well Hello from Toronto ,my friend. Cheer up :)