the pace is slower than a snails’
ritesh is leaving too
had gagan and his girlfriend over. in 20 mins i was like oh god i need to be alone!
its almost 4am now, and i am still up.
cumulatively it feels heavier.
i’m really, truely amazed at myself. i never thought i could hold on for so long.
but then when i sat and thought back, i realised… i’m beyond it. i’ve been holding on for so long that i’ve grown so distant from life as the world knows it.
seriously, only someone who feels like me can relate to what i have to say… no one else can!
having no aspirations, no motivation, no reason, nothing!
even the biggest reason seems the most irrelevant…
OH GOD! WHEN WILL THIS LIFE END?
Melina: I agree with Ray...you write well, you write deep and your thoughts fe...
