Time and again – I have found within myself… in my deepest darkest, happiest to the saddest moments in my life (the extremes), I find solace in only one thing! The true essence of life – “Superman” – the idealistic!
It’s funny – I just discovered a life shattering truth today – and I was alone, all by myself, didn’t know how to handle it – broke down pretty bad – suddenly there was a knock at the door…
In the state I was in, I literally ignored it.
Then the knock again!
I walked to the door, looked through the peephole – a friend!
Wondered to myself, what timing! I so didn’t want to open the door, wanted to pretend I wasn’t home!
But then opened the door eventually and thought to myself, “what on earth is she doing here – she’s NEVER come home!”
I asked her in surprise and astonishment – “YOU? Here? Er… How did you know where I live?”
She replies, “Well you had told me long ago, had always thought of surprising you like this but never got around to it! Then I was overseas for a few months and just got back, thought I’d drop it to see if you were still living here…”
We got to talking – a quick brief conversation – it’s funny how someone you haven’t met for a long time, still knows your character as a person and how they can relate and know and understand you as a person you are within rather than what you portray and what circumstances make you say…
In a few minutes I found myself laughing, watching old music videos and talking about things of times when we were growing up, and discovering ourselves as individuals!
And then we bid goodbye.
I came back to my computer, and immediately, put on Superman OST!
Why?
I don’t know – but life has it’s way with me and Superman! I would only listen or watch Superman when I’m in the most need of saving – and it’s truly not by choice – it’s fate!
I just always “happen” to do so when I’m in my worst – and so I did.
And slowly, I could see the “Fortress of Solitude” again!
It brings to me a sense of peace – a calmness within myself – always has and always will!
1978: The Year I was Born
1978: The Original Superman-I movie, was released!
As much of that being just a statistical fact, there always was a connection between me and the idea of Superman! I always felt so – no matter how lame this post sounds, I hope I always feel this way all my life because it’s the best feeling in my life and I’m feeling that now :)
I hope you are doing better now!
:-) Take care now!
not really… but trying to find meaning of how wrong i once was in life!