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It’s been days now, no matter how hard or consciously I try, I just cannot seem to get this song out of my head… it’s been paying and playing constantly in my head despite of how deeply I try and get myself involved in something…

Here goes for whatever that matters:
(you can listen to this song here: http://www.musicindiaonline.com/p/x/_V7mvlKtIt.As1NMvHdW/ )

Hum bewafa hargiz na the
Par hum wafa kar naa sake
Humko mili uski sazaa
Hum jo khata kar naa sake
Hum bewafa hargiz na the
Par hum wafa kar naa sake

Kitni akeli thi woh rahen hum jinpe
Ab tak akele chalte rahen
Tujhse bichhad ke bhi o bekhabar
Tere hi gham mein jalte rahen
Tune kiya jo shiwa
Hum woh gila kar naa sake
Hum bewafa hargiz na the
Par hum wafa kar naa sake

Tumne jo dekha suna sach tha magar
Itna tha sach yeh kisko pataa
Jaane tumhe maine koi dhokha diya
Jaane tumhe koi dhokha hua
Is pyaar mein sach jhooth kaa
Tum faisla kar naa sake
Hum bewafa hargiz na the
Par hum wafa kar naa sake

where do i begin, to tell the story of how true love can be….

***yeah right!***

so much for eric segal and his mouthful of load!

right now, it’s utopia and me trying to attune to getting my hands clean!

alanis – hands clean: listen to this song here
(you need real player for this)

if it weren’t for your maturity none of this would have happened
if you weren’t so wise beyond your years i would’ve been able to control myself
if it weren’t for my attention you wouldn’t have been successful and
if it weren’t for me you would never have amounted to very much

ooh this could be messy
but you don’t seem to mind
ooh don’t go telling everybody
and overlook this supposed crime

we’ll fast forward to a few years later
and no one knows except the both of us
and i have honored your request for silence
and you’ve washed your hands clean of this

you’re essentially an employee and i like you having to depend on me
you’re kind of my protege and one day you’ll say you learned all you know from me
i know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
i know you sexualise me like a young thing would and i think i like it

ooh this could get messy
but you don’t seem to mind
ooh don’t go telling everybody
and overlook this supposed crime

we’ll fast forward to a few years later
and no one knows except the both of us
and i have honored your request for silence
and you’ve washed your hands clean of this

what part of our history’s reinvented and under rug swept?
what part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
what with this distance it seems so obvious?

just make sure you don’t tell on me especially to members of your family
we best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
i wish i could tell the world cuz you’re such a pretty thing when you’re done up properly
i might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body

ooh this could be messy and
ooh i don’t seem to mind
ooh don’t go telling everybody
and overlook this supposed crime

think of an euphemism… a violent clam… the numbness of your enthusiasm!

why do we ponder on how the wind blows, and “oh, autumn’s coming”? an extension of thyself, lest we forget how human we are!

a extract from the song below…

this is my story, a silent memoir
the placidity questions you, “why are you carrying this burden”?
a episode in itself, lonliness responds
every scar screams, attempting to grab my attention…

strings – zinda: listen to this song here
(you need real player for this)

yeh hai meri kahani
khamosh zindagani
sannata keh raha hai
kyun zulm seh raha hai

ek dastaan purani
tanhayi ki zubani
her zakham khil raha hai
kuch mujh se keh raha hai

chubtay kantay yadoon ke daaman say chunta hoon
girti deewaron ke aanchal mai zinda hoon

bass yeh meri kahani
benishaan nishaani
ek darr beh raha hai
kuch mujh se keh raha hai

chubtay kaanten yadoon ke daaman se chunta hoon
girti deewaron ke aanchal mein zinda hoon

bajay pyaar ki shabnum mere gulistaan mein
baraste rehte hain har simt maut ke saye
siyahiyon se ulajh padti hain meri aankhein
koi nahi .. koi bhi nahi jo batlaye
kitni der ujalon ki raah dekhe
koi nahi hai koi bhi nahi
na pass na durr
yeh pyaar hai
dil ki dharkan
apni chahat ka jo ellan kiye jaati hai
zindagi hai jo jiye jaati hai
khoon k ghoont peay jaati hai
khwaab aankhon se siye jaati hai

ab na koi paas hai
phir bhi ehsaas hai
yahiaon mai uljhi padi
jeene ki ek aas hai
yadoon ka jungle yeh dil
kaanton se jal thal yeh dil

chubtay kaanten yadoon ke daaman se chunta hoon
girti deewaron ke aanchal mein zinda hoon