the bholas days

8 Apr 2004 In: General

i love this song…

wada raha sanam, honge juda na hum
chahe na chahe zamana

humari chahaton ka, mit na sakega fasana

in waadiyon mein yunhi, milte rahenge
dil mein wafaa ke diye, jalate rahenge

ye maangaa hain duwaaon main, kami na ho wafaaon mein
rahe teri nigahon mein, ye kho naa in fizaaon mein, o saajanaa

humari chahaton ka, mit na sakega fasana

for some reason, this reminds me of my 10th standard, bholas hehehe… god those days were amazing…

the things i’ve done for my mate, sameer… finding out about preeti, this girl who was his “first” ever crush!!!!

god bless him (and even her hehe)

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hey ram

6 Apr 2004 In: Music

tu anteryami, sab ka swami
tere charano mein, chaaro dhaam

hey ram, hey ram

tuhi bigade, tuhi saware
is jag ke saare kaam

hey ram, hey ram

tuhi jag daata, vishva-vidhaata,
tuhi subah, tuhi shaam

hey ram, hey ram

jag mein sacho tero naam
hey ram, hey ram

 

these days from the moment i get up, i have to put this song on. it is sooo very soothing… and to top it, it’s by jagjit-ji. bas this song is like 22 mins or so, till then i have my shower and do the pooja in the morning… god this totally changes your days perspective.

anyways, me late for work now :- so gotta rush.

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empty

5 Apr 2004 In: General

i don’t feel like doing anything. today has been such a depressing day and the rain is making it even sadder! my mind is so unstable right now. i don’t even know what i’m thinking. but then a while ago i had this thought, that this week, thursday will be the last working day as there’s the easter - long weekend coming up :- … kinda makes me feel better… but not completely… i feel like i’ve lost this part of me… some part of my existence just died or something… aargh! i’m so delusional!

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undecisive

5 Apr 2004 In: General

i didn’t goto work today :-( just couldn’t be bothered to… felt the need to just take a day off and do nothing so badly… i’ve got so many things running on my head it’s not funny anymore.

i don’t know what i’m doing with me life. i cannot relate how i got myself in this situation, but as of this moment, i cannot see any way out… i’m feeling so unstable.

every splitting moment is like a double edged sword… stay here or go back. both have it’s consequences.

i’m dying for a miracle… just 1 miracle to wipe everything clean in my life and start back.

god! is anyone listening?

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steaks again

31 Mar 2004 In: General

again! once again! another round of the amazing porterhouse steaks with guinness today!!! just can’t seem to resist them anymore. i should be keeping a tab… hell they cost $19.50, not to mention the guinness on top of that!

mike came around at lunch time asking me if i wanna go for lunch. i jumped up and suggested porterhouse, as if it was second nature!

anyways, as usual… lunch was simply fantastic… we had a really good chat about security systems, social engineering etc… very interesting!

oh! i finally managed to get the picture where mike, kayte and myself are together :-)

kayte is away at her parent’s place for this whole week… she’s getting her wisdom tooth pulled out (*ouch)… so basically at work, i’ve got added responsibility for this week… and it’s quite stressfull right now…

 

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desktop

29 Mar 2004 In: General

took a snapshot of what i’m currently working on at work…


(click for a larger view)

i wish i could take some leave :-(

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